Sunday, November 1, 2009

whoareyou

you say you're real to me. But i think you just lie to everyone to get whatever you want.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Creative Block

So it's near the witching hour and I'm just burned out. Someone turned off the creative tap that flows out, and I feel like my work is just lacking. Partially because most of my current projects are for school, and I'm finding it hard to be creative sometimes for a given assignment. I'm behind, but not to the point where I'm seriously worrying. Not yet. My logic is just offset right now. I try to focus, but I just feel like other things are more important than school. I feel tethered to my education, but I long to be free from this cage.

I just wanna spread my wings.

Friday, October 16, 2009

MorethanaminutemeansIloveyou

An embrace can last a lifetime, in only one minute. I know behind that grasp of yours, your hands around my neck, means more than just "I like you".


Even if you're too afraid to say it, you clearly show it.


And for now, I'm quite content with just that.

Another little diddy

this one's going to me called me=you
mind you this is just the chorus, I've forgotten the rest for the moment

corny I know, but i like it

I love you,
and you love me too
the equation exists
and it's me = you
so lets take on the world
leave nothing to chance
take two steps at a time
cause life's just a dance
a continuous waltz
in the ballroom called time
my eyes lock on yours
and yours lock on mine

Fallin' ever faster (tumbling slowly)

few verses of a song i'm trying to write



If dreams were real then i'd never wake up
cause you're sitting with me and we're so in love
but i'm tired of just imagining this
cause i always wake up right before we kiss



I'm fallin' ever faster, Tumbling slowly
head over heels but you don't even know me
and all I want to do
is get a little closer to you
so that you see
that you belong with me

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Goodbyes and goodnights just arent the same.

Can't we say "I love you" again?
Dreaming in a forest of imagination, where the sun never rises and the moon reflects infinitely across a pool of creativity, I find you there. Shall I approach? Or perhaps keep my distance. Who are you? Are you the same? Closed eyes and serenity bring back memories of wishing on stars, and believing that forever is never ending, as is love. Or so we heard. I wait motionless, holding my breath in fear that any escape of air from my lungs will result in a catastrophic chain of events. Words need to be spoken, but if neither of us can say what we want then we'll disengage, fall apart. I miss endless nights, those whispers between two young lovers. I wish for the past, fear the future, and am imprisoned in the present.


I am Ahrima13,

a dreamer, wish maker, a 20 year old planning an escape to find a place in this world.

I'm lost, and I'm so wishing to be found